It's just the 1st day of my college holiday out of one and half month in semester 4,
i already feel so boring >.<
Today, i stay at home the whole day.My schedule are : wake up at 10 something in the morning and then had my breakfast around 1pm after that, walk around my house. The time still the same. I switches the TV channel again and again, after that find a Taiwan romance drama to watch which will makes me cry. After tiring, i had my lunch around 5pm accompanied by Korean drama. Today, i surfing internet used more than 5hours. OH MY GOSH !! What the hell m i doing ? Im wasting the time !! I want to go out!!
Before this, i think a bird in the cage is better than a freedom bird which can fly outside the world.
But now, i feel that im wrong ! Its better to get out of the cage to look around the world freedomly although thats a chance for the hunter to kill me. When its final exam, the time just like a blink of eyes; but when its holiday, the time seems like a river, there's never end ! I have to find something to do ! It not my brain, body organs will not working after a long rest!
In every fairy tale, either chinese or english, the major characters always will be " happy ever after ". I feel that its not true. How can they be happy every after? Their life really that peaceful without any incident or surprise? Wont they bored by facing each other forever? I thought, life must have some irritating stuff only will be fun? But, my desire is to live at a peaceful environment with my soul mate and my twins babies. I think these holiday will change all of my hope/desire.
Still, in this world not yet have a case which involves with a person death because of the boring life. I think i will be the first and even the last one ~ Next time, maybe im in the newspaper headlines. haha ~
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