6/5/2011 ♥ 梦

人就忘得一干二净. 我就是那种能记得我梦过什么的人. 几乎我所有的梦都有结局的. 这是我最近的梦:

有天, 我朋友到我家来坐坐（明天真的我朋友会到我家来．对了，我的梦是到夜晚发生的事较多的）．到了夜晚，我和我朋友和兄弟妹觉得肚子饿了,就去找食物吃.　在我们议论纷纷之下，就决定了一起出去吃东西.　我们一群人跑着过马车路.　（当时我的梦是断断续续的)　又回到一个陌生的地方.　这是一个家,　住这以为老太和儿子．可,我不知怎么了就进了儿子的房间，然后就发生了一些意想不到的是,那就是所谓的＂春梦"．我记得当那个事情进行到一半的时候，我突然看到床下有个一模一样的我．只不过唯一不同的地方是,床下的我是闭着眼睛的,四肢都被截肢了.　当时的我被吓到了,　也赶忙去洗澡．可洗澡时发生的事情可奇怪了.　当我在洗澡时,我发现有血从我身上流着下来．但是，又有种不明物体回流进我的身体里．感觉想是血的东西.　而当时的我以为自己来月经了,急忙的找卫生棉.　找来找去都找不到.突然,门被撞了,我急忙用手用力的推着,在盘问之下，知道了撞门的是那个老太的儿子．于是，我就和他拿卫生棉．他也找了给我.　穿好衣服之后，我也让他进了厕所．他看了看我,　拿了２包精油叫我帮他擦.　那精油还真的很奇怪，居然是用人的形状包装成一片片的，能很明显的看出哪个部位是用哪片精油.　于是，我就先用背部的精油帮他擦.　我还边擦边帮他按摩呢!瞧他那舒服的模样．然后，按摩就进行到腿部．他竟然脱了内裤让我帮他擦屁股?！好恶心啊！当时，在擦的过程竟然擦到有那个肮脏的白色小粒粒出来．突然,老太出现了！她气喘呼呼的拿着报纸跑来说我很想里面发生事故的小女孩.　我突然想起来了.　我的妹妹呢?　我马上从厕所的窗口那里跳下楼.奇怪的是,我居然一点伤都没有.而那老太的儿子一定是觉得自己和不是人的家伙做ｘ了吧！他从窗外看着我跑,也不时打个冷颤呢!　说快不快的,我已到了家.　只见到,我妈妈和四叔母拿着香祭拜着我和兄弟妹．不!　这里没妹妹的灵排！我马上搂着妹妹不停的问,你看到我吗？你看到我吗？又拉着妹妹向妈妈问回同样的问题．　我妈竟然没看到我!可,我四叔母说看到了我.在惊慌之 下,我想到了我自己曾看见自己断手断叫的模样．我死了?！我竟然死了!还没完成心愿的我竟然死了?！顿时，我也被惊醒了.而且还泪流满面．

所谓的梦境，真的能代表着什么吗？还是有特别的含义呢?！谁知呢?！而那些解梦人的话,是真是假,也都不知道．日有所思,夜有所梦.可能只是因为这样吧！

2/5/2011 ♥ 1st day of holiday in sem4

It's just the 1st day of my college holiday out of one and half month in semester 4,
i already feel so boring >.<

Today, i stay at home the whole day.My schedule are : wake up at 10 something in the morning and then had my breakfast around 1pm after that, walk around my house. The time still the same. I switches the TV channel again and again, after that find a Taiwan romance drama to watch which will makes me cry. After tiring, i had my lunch around 5pm accompanied by Korean drama. Today, i surfing internet used more than 5hours. OH MY GOSH !! What the hell m i doing ? Im wasting the time !! I want to go out!!

Before this, i think a bird in the cage is better than a freedom bird which can fly outside the world.
But now, i feel that im wrong ! Its better to get out of the cage to look around the world freedomly although thats a chance for the hunter to kill me. When its final exam, the time just like a blink of eyes; but when its holiday, the time seems like a river, there's never end ! I have to find something to do ! It not my brain, body organs will not working after a long rest!

In every fairy tale, either chinese or english, the major characters always will be " happy ever after ". I feel that its not true. How can they be happy every after? Their life really that peaceful without any incident or surprise? Wont they bored by facing each other forever? I thought, life must have some irritating stuff only will be fun? But, my desire is to live at a peaceful environment with my soul mate and my twins babies. I think these holiday will change all of my hope/desire.

Still, in this world not yet have a case which involves with a person death because of the boring life. I think i will be the first and even the last one ~ Next time, maybe im in the newspaper headlines. haha ~

30/04/2011 ♥ galzfrenz gang finally gather !!! ^-^

Finally, today we-galzfrenz gang gather !! ^-^

Included Eva Then , Bird , and M3~

and also one of Bird's friend - Kenny

the only guy here... ^^

but he is not in the photo .. haha ~~

They reached my house about 6 something ~

Eva hungry until cant wait for the BBQ ~

She asked me for rice, but i only gave her mee hoon ~

Cz i only have that ^-^

Forgot to say, today Bird's pants BOCOR !! haha ~

then i lend her my pants ...

After we finished eating,

We chit-chat in my room,

watching BIGMAMAS - Like father like son ...

and play pokers too....

Sadly, we dismiss around 9 ...

Anyway, today is a happy day ^-^

hope we can meet agn....

♥ My dearest's birthday ♥

On 16th March 2011, I celebrated Elizabeth's birthday together with few friends.

The venue was Redbox, Sunway Piramid.

On that day, i went early and go buy Secret Receipt cakes for her with Livia.

While, Angeline's position is to buy MCDonald breakfast by using the voucher from STAR newspaper.

She use the voucher and less than RM9 to buy four sets of breakfast.

Is that worth ?

On the other way, i decided to buy the cakes by combinations of various types pieces into a whole.

Isn't that beautiful, creative ? Hahah ~~

We used the Elizabeth's redbox birthday voucher to get a free junk of soft drink and a buy 3 free 1 head voucher.

Each of us finished two sets of meals which is redbox set meal and MCD.

The photos of finished meals....

Belows are the few photos of me and my friends....

BIRD BIRD !! 猪你生日快乐 !! 又老了一岁哦~~ ^^

2nd November 2010 - 梦

今天早上我竟然被梦惊醒！

脑袋模糊地装着关于那梦的记忆。

记得是这样的，

在梦里，

我不知如何的怀孕了！

肚子也没凸出，

就这样，突然间宝宝出生了！

也被我命名为名字有个“宝”的。

其实，详细地状况我不是很清楚。

只是，当时我并没有发生任何性行为阿！

宝宝一出生，就蛮大的。

过几天，竟然和我二嫂的宝宝一样大了~

我二嫂的宝宝当时已经7个月了！

真的好奇怪哦！

更意外的是，

他竟然会说话！

叫我mummy ~

全家人都觉得他是天才-天赐的人才

然后，我就试试叫宝宝预测下期的彩卷号码。

那个彩卷号码共有5个数字，

宝宝竟然说出来了！

号码好像是 “ 51272 ” 。。

但是，万字票有这个号码吗？？！

就这样，我被惊醒了！

好奇怪，真的好奇怪哦！！！

27th sept 2010

今天，我的心情极差！

顿时觉得，如果人生有那么自由就好了~

为何，必须要有亲情的捆绑呢？

有时，篇些些谎言或许是好的。

可是，一旦谎言被揭穿了，应该怎么办呢？该如何去修补呢？

多希望能像流浪者那样，

要去那儿就去那儿；要做什么都不必报告给任何人知道。

谎言的真相一旦被揭穿，

能有被修补好的一天吗？

突然觉得做人怎么那么难啊？

也许是我太重感情了吧！

谎言被刺破的那一刻，

泪珠奋勇的涌出来了。

心情简直跌到了谷底，真的好像大哭哦！

在这一刻，脑袋蹦出了一堆堆的无聊又无法解释的问题。

人类为何是所有生物里面最有感情的呢？

人类为何会被创造出来受苦呢？

人类为何都有不一样的才能，样貌呢？

又有谁能来向我解释这一堆的无理呢？！

如果我生活在乡下，

这一切会不会改变呢？

还是，我是一只动物或植物，

这一切会变得不一样吗？

人类现有的职责就是，

小时读书，中时努力；

大时上班，老时反省；

直到等死。。。　。。。

干脆，变成一个动物或植物，

只须等被人宰的时辰，

不必拥有一大堆所谓的知识，

到最后也是和动植物同一条路，

就是天堂与地狱之选～

我，

大概知道那些有自杀倾向者的想法了！

之所以有着一切一切的烦恼，

而选择不了了之吧！

过后呢？　还有路需走的吗？

天堂？　还是地狱呢？

16.09.2010 *今日感想 - 人们真的只有喜欢帅哥美女吗？？

看看周围的路人，是否感觉自己像在天堂度过？

所谓的路人，个个都像是天使般，

男的帅，女的俏。

再转身，面对镜子，看看自己，

别人有的自己没有，别人没有的我有余。

别人有的是身材与美貌，

然而，我又的是肥肉和丑怪。

每天反复思考着，为何上天那么不公平？

真的有所谓的“天生我材必有用”吗？

还是，这句谚语是祖先领悟出来自我安慰的呢？

但是，

有时却看到妖怪和美男！！

令我羡慕万分~ ！

这是真的恋爱吗？是彼此相爱中的“情人眼里出西施”吗？？

那， 我何时能变成西施呢？ 情人何时能浮现呢？？

还是，真的每个人都以貌取人？？